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How to cross-dress

未寄出的信件

今天 收到了一封對我來說很有意義的信

本來應該在 去年4月收到的

就因為“寄信者”沒來得及寄出那千言萬語

事情早已變遷。

從未想過那“寄信者”有如此感性的一面

竟然把它寫成一本日記 紀錄當時心情

對他來說 是個不可能的任務吧

是有些許感動

起碼我沒有白費心機。

至 “寄信者” ：

原來你真的受傷過

原來你都有把它們放在心上

原來你是真的改變了很多

原來我的定義是錯的

原來我真的成功了 :)

你要加油！

證明給我看

不要讓我失望。

“貴人”上

 

=.="

無聊！
i miss you, evan.

Web Design 1

Ideas for " How to.. ? " project :

1.  Title : DREAM

- I am a Dreamer

- Target audience : People who love to dream and curious about dreams

1st task -  "How to Induce Lucid Dream"

* We often dream but not realizing we are actually dreaming until the point when we are awake from our dream. Whereas lucid dream is when a person can tell that they are in a dream while they are dreaming. Not many people could achieve this naturally so i will design a webpage as a tutorial guide to teach audience how can they get in to lucid dreaming with few technics, that is sound, mentally focus & hypnotize.

2nd task - "How to Control Your Dream"

* As a dreamer, we always wish that we can control our dreams whereby we can fulfill nearly anything & everything that we desire but is impossible to achieve in reality.

3rd task -  "How to Interpret Vivid Dream"

* Everyone will wonder, "What was that weird dream i dreamt last night about ? Does it tells me something? What the dream means?" Dreams actually reflects our real life and every dream do symbolize something. Its either for you to believe it or not.

2. Title : CROSS-DRESS

- I am a Image Consultant

- Target audience : People who seek for advice for a whole make over and is open minded to accept new things / Fashion Lover / Gay, Lesbians & bi

1st task - "How to Cross-dress a Girl"

* Nowadays, girls are getting more sophisticated as they love to dress up like man to represent toughness and formidableness. They do hope that man should not underestimate woman for their capability.

2nd task - "How to Cross-dress a Man"

* Feminine looking guys with pretty faces are very common in the society, they love wearing dress and make-ups and not wasting their 'gifted' appearance. Some guys liked girls fashion as girls have more choices in dolling up and why not let man shares a part of it? After all, its not a sin.

3rd task - "How to be Confidence in Cross-dressing?"

* It does not matter who you are Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, Transgender, Black or White. Nobody deserves to be picked on cause in the end we are all human and every human diserves to be treated with respect and dignity. Be who you are, its not important how people who looked at you, is who are you deep inside.

3. Title: PUFFS

- I am a pastry chef

- Target audience : Pastries lover

1st task - "How to make Vanilla Cream Puffs"

2nd task - "How to make Green Tea Cream Puffs"

3rd task - "How to make Ice Cream Puffs"

* All 3 of the cream puffs will have step by step tutorial directory with pictures. It is suitable for gifts for lovers, dessert, for kids and sweet-tooth! Yummy!

O Circle O

Last saturday night, Chi was back from Nilai and asked if im free to meet,

at first we wanted to catch a movie but we're not interested in any movie showing now

so we decided to go Circle for tea :)

previously it was Halo Cafe but i guess Circle took over it already.

so it was my first time visiting the 'new' Circle although I stayed so nearby, hehe.

Bel . Chi 

gave her a purple leopardy scarf for the leopard lady for her late bday pressie !

suits her alot and im glad she loves it :)

chi's sis Stephanie joined us too ~

the Bearr

This singer super look like  JJ 林俊傑 !

and nice voice he had ~ 

some more he got this cute dimple also !

exactly like JJ

i bet JiYan will go crazy if she meet this guy~

hahahahah XD JJ die hard fans !!

the yummy pumpkin porridge and guess how much is it ??

freaking CHEAPPP wey!

RM2.00 only ~

unbelievable!

i love to eat porridge :)~ yumm!

chi testing the porridge

ladiess <3

the BFF

FIERCEness . rawrrr!

sweet :))

playing with the scarf

the ma lai po

sexy arabian lady

girly stef

me & bear

sistaz ! killing eyes

阿嬌上身 ~

I'll go stalk for the JJ lookalike and the pumpkin porridge again !

heeeeeeeeeeee =>

- ciao -

囧

覺得最近很漂浮 可能是因為傷風

搞到我整個人很暈 很累 想一直躺在床上

整個禮拜了！！ 都還沒好轉  ×困×

昨天在班 老師要求我們每人都要寫下 

在我們人生留下深刻印象的5個故事

然後每個人必須在全班人面前分享

很討厭 就不想講話 沒有必要就不要出聲。

唉 沒辦法…

輪到我的時候 就開始講了

其中一個故事我猶豫了很久 要不要講好叻

最後還是選擇   講。

真的是我的痛苦回憶咯

雖然事情發生在7年前 但是還是無法原諒 與 忘記

還嚇倒老師一下 哈哈

沒有講到很仔細啦，就重點 帶過而已 但是還是有點難於啟齒 > <

就很奇怪 不自在咯 我不習慣把我的私事告訴半熟不熟的人

很像赤裸裸醬 。

我要保持那份神秘感 喜歡神秘 就讓人猜不透

就好像帶上半臉面具 只是自我保護 並沒有惡意 

開學了一個星期 還是覺的很不真實

很沒有在狀況裡 很活在自己的世界裡 。

Anchovy Leong Ham Yu

Skype-ing with the hamyu!

MISS YOU soooo much !!!

faster get ur ass back to msia, mwah!

my BFF

Once upon a time, there's a little girl named Belinda a.k.a chi chi. She's naive, pretty, extremely cute and sincere. In the year 2002, Kelly a.k.a ling get to chi when chi transfered to smkta, there's some conflicts at the beginning cuz of some lame lame reason but everything became different in the year 2003/2004 . They are closer to each other and eventually they became best friends, they sat next to each other in class, chit-chatting about almost everything, share secrets, and when chi faces any problem, ling is always there to be a good listener. During their secondary school, people often talks bad about chi, backstab her but secretly, ling stood up for her and protected chi no matter in what situation, it feels really bad when others judge chi without knowing her. Both chi and ling love to camwhore and there's tons of photo they'd taken together, luckily there's memories for them to refresh their memory when they get older, mark down their friendship through the years. Chi is also a sweet & caring girl, she even prepared and decorated a nice gift full of sweet notes, marshmallows and chocolates for ling during valentines day year 2004. Its the first ever valentine's gift that ling had ever received. She even kept it until today, she really appreciated it a lot =) Secondary school time past, they went to different college but they still keep in touch and update each other's life. Although, they can't get to see each other everyday but deep down in ling's heart, she's always there, cares for chi and support her no matter what. Love you CHI !

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY =)

o-ka-san day

Happy mum's day !

photo taken at year 2oo7

you're great, i love you mommy ♥

** from your bad daughter  **

Lang Tengah wonderful trip

woohoooooooooo! sorry for the delay
im facing internet problem this few days, damn.
plus my laziness, hehe;p am in a LAZY mode once again :\


WELL, Pulau Lang Tengah was awesome, we all had a great time :D
for those who don't know where's this beautiful island is, its actually just between Pulau Redang and Pulau Perhentian.
Everything was great minus the 10hours bus, 45mins of nausea boat ride and the eye-sore at the jetty.
i dont really wanna mention much about that, just wanna keep every image of mine to be pretty :)



MR.piggy

yeeshin a.k.a 万 金

Mr.bearrr

love the sunray & the silhouette

the super model

hawtttt tps!

This trip is like a perfect photoshoot session for me, sun, blue sky, clear pristine sea, natural wind are all we ask for to have a FANTASTIC shot.
once again, shiying will be my model :)
and yeeshin add in too, she's photogenic as well !



we waited 2 hours for the boat, argh!

see she's so excited
yeeshin brought a miracle tasteless medicine for seasick

and we saw this crappy boat sinking half way
after 45 mins of 'roller coaster' boat ride
we finally reached !!
perfect weather!

welcome to paradise :))

piggy and the famous 'Amos'

beautiful island
bear relaxing under the big white umbrella

wooww! shin looked like model !
and this lady too!


its burning out thereee!


haha, guess what? i met stella !
she's with the Inti college gang
(fyi, there's TOA, Sunway, Inti, Taylor and some outsiders who went to this trip together.)




blue, poster blue sky
volley ball





snorkeling time!
too bad i cant join them :(


luckily there's camera with me!
wont get bored at all :)

daniel and yeeshin enjoying themselves


pweewit! spot a hot guy!
haha bear looks so cool with his new shade B-)
kissiiee!
snap through bear's shade
heeee, like polarizer



here's the girls!

just love to take photos at the beach ♥


the sky suddenly turns dark as the cloud covered the sun
there's a rainbow colored glow behind the clouds!
its not that obvious here, but its really beautiful!



woah red lips!
the ehem! hehehehee

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


breathtaking sunset
romantic nyaa ♥
surreal !
woopsie~
jump!! spiral spin


✿ the flower girl ✿
the darker clouds gathered in a long form,
the grey part far away was raining.




the sand was so fine like powder !
haha focus on shiying's face
she's on drugs,hahaha

GREAT shot!

The night there was b e a u t i f u l , with thousands and millions of starts dashing in the sky. Laying on the sand with some beer and accompanied with some soft romantic music, everthing at that moment seems to be sooooo perfect!
i couldn't as for more, that what i've been craving for during my hectic life.


When i was indulging myself in the breathtaking view, the perfectness +++ ! I couldnt believe my eyes cuz i just saw meteor streaking through the sky! OMG!!! that's the first ever meteor i've sighted in my life!
just unbelievable, words cant describe how blissful i felt :D

We even encounter something amazing and rare, they called them 'blue sand'.
You just need to gently scratch the sand and you will see tiny specks of blue blinking lights in the sand!
they were glowing in blue and there were a huge number of them!
at first i thought they were pieces of dead corals but i googled them and realized that they are actually microorganism that is known as "sea-firefly "or "umi-hotaru" in japanese.



they are a truly beautiful creature and was wondering why didnt i heard of them before :\
if i could rear them at home, that will be awesome! :D:DD




* * * *



The next morning, we went for jungle tracking
it was steep, slippery, muddy and extremely dangerous!!
we need to watch our step cuz once you slip, we'll fall straight down the hill.
omg! that's too exteme for me but i bet its just a easy job for ham yu!
heehee ;P

our destination is the other part of the island
felt so grand standing up above the enormous rocks and the sea view was breathtaking!

me and bear! exhausteddd wey

daniel, siew cheng, angeline and suet yee
you'll felt cool like aircond when you stand between the rocks
cuz the wind is blowing in a low pressure but fast speed

we need to walk back to our resort using the same way and it kills me!!
we rested for 2 hours and out to play again !



shi ying laying on the net swing

hello gardener!

yeeshin, shiying and menice angle!

could you spot the tattoo on shiying's back?
3 of us had a temporary tattoo as well :)

cute banana boat

the water was so cool !
felt so comfortable soaking in the sea :))

smilee!! we had fun ;D

pristine clear blue sea !

heaven is like shining on us from aboveits going to rain soooon!

simply adore this pic!
shot by Mr. piggy!

it rained really heavy afterthat!
we then wait for it to stop and get changed into our beautiful hawaiian outfit
its actually a piece of clothe, we just tied it into a dress :)
yeeshin in orange, shiying in blue, im in pink


macam kat hawaii wey~
stunning !



this shot is my fav of all !



here comes the chubby

lil kid
i personally loves this picture alot!

shiying is so HAWT !

love this pic as welllllll !!!!





we then walked to the other end of the island where we need to climb up to this BIG rock


the gardener and the cowboy HAHA

beautiful beautiful sunset

freeze this moment .


* * * *


last group pic taken before leaving

cutee auntie that lives at the island for 9 years
she's actually a grandma but she's more active than us!

red slippers that accompanied me for this 3 days trip

on the boat, leaving.



im so gonna miss this place!
will be back for sure !!


- THE END -

picture credits :
piggy
keivyn
siewcheng
yeeshin
shiying
me