a moment of despair

put your ego and pride aside,

would you just listen and don't speak a word, just yet,

i'd like you to feel what i felt now, 

my moment of despair.

i think i've told you a million times,

we should treasure everything we had,

but not making it bad.

things that you did that i hate so much

will just deduct your marks in my heart,

silently.

the pain was deep, unbearable and painful,

and i'd like you to know that my heart is breaking bit by bit 

when it reaches the cruel limit,

i will transform into a cold blooded animal,

which i swear  you don't ever wish to see.

i am sorry to say,

i hate your pride i hate your ego-ness

please take it seriously when i am repeating this

just for once, don't fight back.

would you just listen and don't speak a word, just yet.

a moment of despair, is everything in me right now.

對，我在罵你！

每個人都有自己不同的生活圈子

也有權利去交他所想交的朋友

你 ，又有什麼權利去管別人呢？

他當然也有自己的判斷能力，不用你雞婆

或許他會不出聲，不代表他怕了你

只是不想惹事吵 你懂嗎？

還有，我最最最討厭那些表面笑笑，卻背後插你一刀的那些人

很卑鄙 很下流 ！

而且你所說的，到最後還是會傳回來我耳邊。

在你衡量別人之前，問自己是否帶著一絲的妒忌心？

我全都看得一清二楚，你懂 我也知道 。

just wanna say, WATCH YOUR MOUTH  BIATCH !

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Today, is actually not a really good day for me.

felt headache since i woke up and even worse, i was having a nightmare just before i am awake

eh you friggin ghost lady! you spoilt my day!

feelin so frustrated today, and hot-tempered. 

not only me who is not in the mood today,

shi ying and bear are also being emo, its just not our day =( 

BIG sigh.

until night, bel came and pay me a visit =)

aww, this woman! i havent been seeing her since last december.

cny she cant join all of us GS at ktn cuz her family shifted to KL

p/s : you missed the happy moments with us this year, we can just entertain you with loads of picha =D heeheee

We have lots to update and we use to share our secrets together *grin*

...and our 'kepoh' session starts, i really love the girl talk between us, just felt comfortable y'know. that's what SOUL friends are =D

better than those pretentious fakers backstabbers out there

just feel sick of them! out of ma life please!

i do miss my secondary sch time alot, with all my GS, my true friends, my soulmates.

they just simply meant alot to me,  

SHOUT OUT to them : You guys are awarded a permanent VVIP of my life, eternally !

love s

CATS are evil !

last night while i was downstairs drawing bungalow for perspective studies with bear, i was so concentrate and dint notice something had came in to my house until i saw a shadow passing by walking into my kitchen's direction. 

when i see clearly, its a cat, BIG one.

It shocked me, i tot it was ghost. *LOL*

Then i shouted : " CAT ! why you come to my house?!!! "

the cat turned and look at me like nobody's business and it wanted to continue walking but i SHOO it away.

It was not end of the story yet . . .

I went upstairs and took my bath, as bear went for a short nap.

when i return down and wanted to continue drawing, i was shocked because my paper was so dirty! 

As i put on my specs to have a clearer view, i saw CAT FOOTPRINTS on my paper! 8 of them! WTF!! that bloody cat stepped on my work, its A2 size! im so not gonna redo it! when i go check on bear's work to see if his work also been stepped, surprisingly bear's was clean and white, not even ONE footprint!

okay, obviously the cat came back and take revenge on me cuz i'd scolded him/her ( I DONT EVEN KNOW ITS A MALE OR FEMALE !!!! ) 

that bloody cat!! you will see... argh!!

i miss u guys ALOT :(

Today is a bad day for me.

but i did manage to overcome something.

yup, i think i did :)

day ends better than my expectation.

ehem.. 

tomorrow is the worst day,

** DRAMA final **

I hate to act, seriously! especially in english, feel so uncomfortable >.<

Today, i keep thinking of GS members.

maybe i just met li wuen today, she came to do training at TOA with angie(my ex boss)

How i wish to do drama with them! it would be so much fun!

especially LIM MECHA !! i miss u so much, i miss ur laughter, i miss ur joke :(

and everybody else~ 

why u guys don't come and study with me ?

*sigh*  miss my gang T.T

Hugs and kisses to 16 of them!  ♥

empty mind

im sufferin from terrible flu and headache

cuz i've been staying up for 3days straight doing my interface design

will post up tomorrow to do user testing.

just manage to sleep 1 hour this mornin before 9am's class

tired exhausted frustrated  

This is LIFE . just face it

something is bothering me right now

actually im feeling kinda mad but i tried controlling my temper

not to burst it out or else there will be no sleep for me tonight

so.. i remain silent. Its really hard for me cuz this is not me.

yah so whatever,  i need to rest i want to sleep i want no interruption.

Sleeping is the most enjoying thing for me to do cuz i can dream whatever i want

i can 'escape' from the reality ( maybe just for awhile but its enough ) :)

alright, its time for me to escape now.

when im awake tomorrow, there's gonna be more shits i need to face.

good night mortals.